Day 4 of quitting smoking is just about over! I’m excited to be at this point though I know its just the beginning. I had a few tough urges today, mostly sparked from stresses at work. At one point I could feel the beads of sweat building up on my forehead.
It can be tough not to run out for a cigarette at work as I have smokers who sit around me and have to contend with that fresh cigarette smell all day. Sometimes the smell is a turn off and makes me not want to smoke, other times it smells refreshing and leaves me drooling. In addition I have to deal with walking through a cloud of smoke every time I enter and exit the building as there is a large group of smokers who seem to always be outside having one.
Since I’ve quit smoking I’m starting to cough up all kinds of nasty stuff from my lungs, the so-called “coffee grounds” or “black shit”. I am feeling a lot better now than I felt when I was smoking. I have a lot more energy, I’m more focused when thinking, and I just feel better overall. I actually think that stopping smoking has helped with my anxiety as well. I’ve suffered from mild anxiety for a few years and have noticed that since I stopped smoking the anxiety has subsided quite a bit.. I don’t take any type of medication for the anxiety, I’ve always learned to deal with it so maybe smoking played a role in it? I guess I’ll have to wait and see for sure but it is yet another positive result among many. I am also noticing a huge increase in my sense of smell and taste and this is awesome. Do you remember what it was like to smell the rain? or the smell of spring/summer? I remember smelling these things years ago and completely forgot about it until today. Its really crazy how many different things change when you quit smoking.
Stay tuned for Day 5 tomorrow!